Chapter 213 Next time... I will be the one looking around, waiting for your arrival
"Like the falling leaves in autumn, softening the whole world."

"I want to be by your side."

Li Xianyu's voice was soft and gentle.

Just like that day, looking into Song Ran's eyes.

He knew that Song Ran was gentle.

More gentle than the young flowers in spring, the breeze in summer, the fallen leaves in autumn, and the warm sun in winter.

Let yourself forget the gentleness of time.

"I forgot how long this road is."

"I want to watch the seasons slowly change with you."

"Come to this square again."

"Listening to the wind and following the falling leaves is the last one."

In fact, Li Xianyu has always known it.

Since that day, I found the key in Song Ran’s bag.

It is easy to think that in the villa, the small room that even the nanny cannot enter must contain many secrets.

Of course, Li Xianyu also knew that it was not good to pry into other people's secrets.

Even if the other person is Song Ran, even if I have done countless wrong things, she can forgive me and hold me in her arms.

Until I heard the conversation between the two.

I'm still glad that the room has poor sound insulation.

In order to prevent herself from being so stupid as to not hear anything and know nothing, Song Ran, who was disguised as a little assistant, was kept in the dark.

Then just live your life foolishly.

Until one day I accepted Song Ran's departure.

Song Ran is not often at home.

And I naturally entered the room.

There wasn't a lot of stuff in there.

Most of them are photos. The grandmothers in the orphanage always like to proudly hang their achievements, which are not considered as achievements, in the office.

And Song Ran also hung all her small achievements on the wall.

This proves that Song Ran has always been paying attention to herself since she was a child.

But I also discovered a lot of things. Several thick and heavy books on the bookshelf attracted my attention.
It’s not his, but it clearly says Li Xianyu.

Those were the diaries of a girl who had been with him for twenty years, or who had secretly loved him.

The king of children since childhood.

In a dusty high school.

Or maybe they enter society and become sensitive and inferior.

I went backstage and lived in the basement, praying to God to bless me so that I could step into the public eye.

What Li Xianyu thinks is unbearable about himself.

It turns out that I can be regarded as light and be liked by so many people.

Record every detail of my life.

Every step of your own growth.

The diary is very thick, so thick that it would take twenty years to finish writing.

And it was very light, so light that Li Xianyu felt weak all over when he saw it.

When the diary turned to a few months ago.

Li Xianyu found the answer.

Why, every time I fall in love online, I choose Song Ran.

And why, this online love will trigger a series of events, participating in dating variety shows, testing between the two, or something else.

It turns out that they were all prepared by Song Ran.

I have to say that Song Ran's acting skills are really good.

I have deceived myself, and I am still shining brightly on myself with my dried up body.

If, you don’t have your own impulse.

Maybe I will really be kept in the dark.

Suddenly one day, I sent a message to 'Song Ran' on the other end of the phone.

"Assistant sister, no need to send messages."

Li Xianyu was still singing softly.

But his eyes were already wet.

He can accept everything, and many things should not belong to him.

But Song Ran is different, for so many years, such a long time.
It's really unacceptable that the two of them didn't have a happy ending.

This song is dedicated to Song Ran.

I don't want to be abandoned by life, so I try hard to catch up.

But I don't want to be abandoned by you.

The sound continued, and at this moment, the audience in the auditorium realized that something was wrong. "Love is love, it's not a problem if it hasn't happened before."

"It's so hateful, I never thought about it."

"I'm afraid that thinking about someone alone will be too profound."

"Love is love, don't worry if you haven't been here before."

"It's so hateful, I never thought about it."

“Wherever you’ve been, you’re familiar with how it used to be.”

……

At this time, people in the audience started cheering.

"Something's wrong, something's wrong, Li Xianyu is crying so miserably, someone come and comfort her quickly."

"The entire network is calling out to Queen Song, please come and save Li Xianyu, he really seems to be falling apart."

"People who have experienced hardship cannot bear to see others suffer..."

"This song is full of regrets. I have always been curious about what kind of life Li Xianyu had to write such a song. But after listening to Li Xianyu's story, I understand."

"So, you're telling me, when these two people finally came together after all the hardships and were about to start a beautiful chapter, Queen Song left?"

Li Xianyu stared at Song Ran, who was still smiling but looked a little stiff and at a loss as she stood there.

Then he spoke.

"Sister, you know that your first song was a birthday present for me."

"I've told you that I have a lot of ridiculous dreams. I want a sea of ​​stars transformed from fireflies, a solo concert, noodles made from dogtail grass, and a big house that can accommodate everyone..."

"But why, you who promised to be with me?"

Li Xianyu held the microphone tightly.

The fingertips have turned white.

In a time no one knows.

Even when you feel yourself to be despicable, there are still people who love you quietly.

It is always said that separation is for better reunion.

But separation is separation, no matter how passionate it is, it cannot change the core.

Just like a couple whose relationship has broken down, when they look at each other, they can't feel the slightest emotional fluctuation.

Looking forward to the future, but afraid of separation.

As he spoke, Li Xianyu turned on his cell phone and dialed Song Ran's video call. The call was quickly connected and the other end was dark.

Song Ran's voice was cold, gentle, and somewhat helpless.

"It seems that you messed up again. Do you want your sister to take the blame for you this time?"

I remember when I was a child, the sister next door was a very majestic presence.

When he broke the window, shaved the neighbor's dog, or did anything else wrong, he would never be punished as long as he hid behind Song Ran.

"It shouldn't be necessary, but you promised to give me a gift, why aren't you here?"

Li Xianyu imitated Song Ran's tone, half jokingly.

Listening to the breathing on the other side, he continued.

"Let me see you."

As the glimmer came.

The coldness on Song Ran's face disappeared.

Instead, there was gentleness and quietness. Her eyes reflected the excitement of countless people. Her face was a little pale, but the corners of her mouth were raised with a faint smile.

It's like nothing happened.

"So, how did you find out?"

"Boss, I love you as much as I love myself."

Li Xianyu smiled gently, with a look of ease on her face.

"Like the last paragraph of your diary."

"It's a bit corny, don't mind if I read it out loud."

Without waiting for Li Xianyu to speak.

Song Ran spoke softly.

The voice echoed in the venue of tens of thousands of people.

"There is a short story in Shishuo Xinyu, where Sima Rui asked Sima Zhao, which is farther, the sun or Chang'an."

"Sima Zhao said the sun, but quickly changed his words and said Chang'an."

"Because, I can only see the sun but not Chang'an."

"Salted fish, I can see the light when I look up, but I can't see you."

"If I could, I would go back to the quiet time and still look at you."

Li Xianyu smiled.

At this time, he is still educating me.

"Next time...let me take over."

(End of this chapter)