Chapter 212 Quietly said goodbye
Song Ran looked at Li Xianyu on the stage and a smile appeared on her lips.

"Actually, Dad, you wanted to help at that time, right?"

"But we watched helplessly as Li Xianyu passed away in those dark days."

"I'm really sorry..."

Father Song nodded gently.

During that period, Song Ran became autistic.

Li Xianyu was also very sensitive. Later on, whenever he saw something that was once familiar, he would become stressed.

After all, it is difficult to see the death of one's own kind.

I vaguely remember that when I was on duty at the crematorium, I saw children who were terrified for their own fathers.

After that, the Song family also kept an eye on Li Xianyu.

Song Ran and the Song family silently supported Li Xianyu in his studies, university, and work.

Good Samaritans, that is them.

"Dad, I really want to be with Li Xianyu."

Song Ran stared at the stars outside the window.

Inside the plane, the silence was eerie.

Song Ran's voice suddenly rang out.

There was anticipation, disappointment, and complexity in his tone.

It was clearly the time when all the hard work paid off and the happiest moment should have arrived, but it was a little late.

Maybe I should have come earlier.

Standing in front of Li Xianyu, he stretched out his hand and said confidently and generously.

"Hello, I am your fiancée whom you haven't seen for a long time. I was secretly engaged to you when you were young."

"I really want to do this."

Then, it doesn't matter what happens.

Not like this now.

If you have never seen the light, you will be content with the darkness.

After seeing the stars, I was about to see the first ray of sunlight, but I was forcibly pulled into the darkness.

Just one step, just a little bit.

Song Ran said this, her fingers trembling slightly.

When Song's father saw Song Ran's look, he also shook his head.

He held Song Ran's hand tightly, fearing that if he let go, Song Ran would disappear and completely disappear from the world.

At the concert, Li Xianyu continued speaking.

The assistant's voice came from the headset.

"Keep singing. These insignificant things will only drag down the concert's traffic."

Li Xianyu pressed the microphone and spoke into the headset.

"Assistant sister, don't you think that the boss deserves a sincere and passionate confession?"

Then, he continued to tell the audience a story of mutual redemption.

Song Ran always said that she was his light.

But, isn’t Song Ran also her own light?

It is yourself who, in the obscure life, can see the starlight by looking up. It is small, but it guides you on the lost path ahead.

When I got lost countless times.

It was Song Ran's appearance that pulled him out of the dire straits.

"Do you think that the breakup of our online relationship was my fault?"

Li Xianyu shrugged and said mysteriously.

"But in fact, the boss used a lot of smurf accounts. From the beginning to the end, my online love partner was only Song Ran."

Speaking of this, Li Xianyu felt helpless.

Who would have thought that Song Ran was not acting on impulse, but had been planning this for a long time and was targeting him.

A flower on the surface of Gaoling.

In fact, hold on to yourself.

Well, in Song Ran’s words, she’s a little yandere.

Li Xianyu took a deep breath and tried to speak several times, but in the end, he couldn't say anything. His eyes were fixed heavily on Song Ran's holographic projection.

He turned around and said, "So this song is for the boss."

"By Your Side", no matter what happens, no matter what the situation is, I don't want you to be without me."

"I don't want to leave in the darkness, I don't want to fall into the mud, and I don't want to be left alone in the dark."

As he spoke, Li Xianyu reached out and took the guitar from the side.

The assistant's anxious voice rang out from the headset. "No, Li Xianyu, what are you doing? This is a solo concert, not the time for fooling around. This song is not on the playlist."

“Shouldn’t the third song be ‘Climbing’?”

"What on earth are you going to do? At least give us subtitles."

Taking off the headset casually, Li Xianyu looked to the side and saw Song Ran, who was smiling and had a confused look in her eyes.

Touching the strings.

Some fast-paced guitar sounds with a hint of pulling a cart began to sound.

The brief prelude made everyone's heart rise.

Li Xianyu also got into the state, looking at Song Ran, his heart trembling slightly.

Now that you have made your choice, let’s walk together hand in hand.

Then the departure of one person is torment for both people.

Only after experiencing the feeling of helplessness can you understand how desperate it is to be alone in a dark little room.

At that moment, it seemed as if the world had nothing to do with me.

There is only darkness.

There is only darkness and endless sinking, like a swamp, pulling people into the abyss with its biting coldness.

"Quiet said we should separate."

“No dependence but too much dependence.”

"The lonely center of the square."

"Whose dialogue is chasing my blanks."

The voice is regretful and lonely.

I wanted to keep him, but found that I couldn't.

Someone once said that the final result of a sensitive man and a stubborn woman is only separation. It's too tiring to be in this one-way relationship.

A two-way approach will lead to a good result.

When the other party does not respond, perhaps giving up is the best outcome.

But I have felt tenderness before.

How can you be content with a hard floor?

So we continue to entangle and continue to torture each other.

Until the last bit of affection for each other is completely tortured away, and the look in the eyes when looking at each other is only disgust, without any emotion at all.

I would rather we parted sooner.

In this way, recalling, you are good, the world is good, it’s just that we have to separate, it’s just not suitable.

Instead of being like now, where we are entangled and torturing each other, and finally break up and never see each other again.

"Love is love, don't worry if you haven't been here before."

"It's so hateful, I never thought about it."

"I'm afraid that thinking about someone alone will be too profound."

“Wherever you’ve been, you’re familiar with how it used to be.”

When the memory rushes back into my head.

Li Xianyu was eager to see Song Ran.

I want to hug Song Ran tightly in my arms.

After such a long wait, with an unknown result, maybe I have fallen in love with someone else. Or, what would Song Ran, who has been watching me flirting with other people of the opposite sex, feel?

As the face becomes familiar and overlaps with the past.

It’s like old friends who haven’t seen each other for many years, slowly talking about the past, and when they want to hold hands, the other person gradually disappears.

As if it had never appeared.

This feeling of loss and detachment.

Li Xianyu was in agony all the time.

I am afraid of false joy, and I am also afraid of the pull of memories, which are like the tides in the dark night, constantly hitting me.

If there is a choice.

Li Xianyu wanted to meet Song Ran earlier.

In this way, you will know that, at least in countless days and nights, there is a faint but scorching light that has been shining on you.

"I thought I forgot to miss it."

"And facing the sunset, I hope you can return to today."

"I remember holding your face."

"Between my hands, look into your eyes quietly."

(End of this chapter)