Chapter 83 You said I suffered a lot following you, but leaving you is the real pain

Li Xianyu's piano playing was more intense.

The sound was so painful that it was suffocating, as if one had to play this story on the piano before one could breathe a sigh of relief.

The scene also came out with this segment.

The atmosphere became heavy and depressing.

Li Xianyu sang while shaking his head gently.

"He doesn't know how to express his love."

"Besides sorry, all I can do is sigh."

"He doesn't understand why your heart cries."

"I was suffocating and could hardly breathe."

"He doesn't understand your heart."

At this point, the sound of the piano has become much softer.

It was as if he had finally let out a heavy breath.

Under the light, Li Xianyu blended himself into the shadows. Only in this way could he find a moment of inner peace.

The judges looked at each other in confusion.

The atmosphere became strange. Li Xianyu...could it be that he really has a deceased wife?
Singing here, somehow.

The first thing that came to my mind was that in the game, Song Ran stared at me with red eyes, as if asking me why I abandoned her.

It was clearly his own problem, but he always blamed her for neglecting him.

I don’t understand him in the story, and I don’t understand love even more, so he ended up like this. The real tragedy is not cancer, Alzheimer’s, or some outrageous thing.

The real tragedy is that all the likes cannot come to fruition. We embrace each other with all our strength, and we love each other sincerely and passionately.

But still unable to hold each other's hands in the separation of time and space.

She wanted romance, but I was thinking about reality. She wanted to see the sea, but I was thinking about the camellia flowers blooming on the mountain, which was her favorite.

We walked slowly like this until we let go of her hand, and her warmth was no longer in my hand. I yearned for her from across the long distance and made a silent wish.

Li Xianyu then spoke softly.

"He left his memories with you."

"And the sorrow is imposed upon you."

"It's not fair to you."

"Every word of his lies sounded so good."

"He lied to you more than once."

"It's not worth your sadness for him anymore."

At this time, the clock in the background music rang again.

Pull those who are immersed in beauty back to reality.

That memory, like love, has long been completely worn away in the constant changes of time and space.

It's over. It's over.

But there are always people wandering in the midnight, recalling those cold memories, but still holding on to the warmth of fantasy.

If she has ever been hurt by what I said, she would sincerely and expectantly wish that it would be best if she never sees the good man she meets in the future again.

"He doesn't understand your heart and pretends to be calm."

……

"He doesn't understand your heart, why are you crying."

"I was suffocating and could hardly breathe."

Li Xianyu took off his hat and looked at the camera.

Under the flickering lights, Li Xianyu was as fragile as glass. In the audience, Li Xianyu saw a familiar figure.

I don’t know if it’s an illusion.

Song Ran was in the audience, gently shaking her cell phone.

In the darkness, the flash light pointed the direction of Li Xianyu.

I once eagerly and passionately pursued beauty, but I found that it appeared on her face, frowning when unhappy, and smiling sweetly when she looked up at me when happy...

I still don't understand why the spring, summer, autumn and winter in the scenery could make her feel so deeply. What I can't understand is why the scenery she had been pursuing all her life would be right beside her, and finally flow away slowly like sand that could not be held.

I'm sorry. Three words rang softly.

The sound of the piano suddenly stopped. Li Xianyu picked up the microphone on the piano, turned around and walked in front of everyone.

But his eyes were on Song Ran in the audience.

It's an illusion or something.

I'm glad that I can always see you when I look back in every occasion.

The scene was silent, and then Li Xianyu's voice was heard.

It was like a whisper in the dark, the sound lingering and melodious.

"He doesn't understand your heart and pretends to be calm."

"He doesn't understand love and treats it as a game."

In the background music, the violin and piano are together, as if it is the entanglement of those years, when the closest person wielded the sharpest knife.

Just to cut us off completely.

But in countless nights, I lick my wounds, hoping to get a moment of peace.

"He doesn't understand why your heart cries."

"I was suffocating and could hardly breathe."

"He doesn't understand your heart."

As Li Xianyu fell down gently, it seemed as if he had let go of everything.

But the ticking sound of the clock that rang again proved that it would still ring on countless nights.

Li Xianyu remembered that on the day of the breakup, she posted a message on her circle of friends with the words "single, met by chance".

The original intention was to make Song Ran give up, but unexpectedly, not many people cared.

There are only two readers, one is myself and the other is Song Ran.

She posted a message below, saying that we will never be younger than we are today, so perhaps we should be brave enough to try more.

This song was sung for Song Ran. Although Li Xianyu didn't understand, he had been wondering for countless nights how she could fall in love with him.

But he hopes that she can love herself, love herself well.

Looking at the dazzling Li Xianyu on the stage.

Song Ran smiled gently, but her eyes were slightly red.

Does Li Xianyu hope to live a good life? She emphasizes that she has suffered a lot since she fell in love with him, and she hopes to have a better life.

In fact, I don’t need so many.

Song Ran opened her phone and replied in the live broadcast room's barrage.

"I finally understand what Li Xianyu said, 'My poor wife, she followed me for several years, endured hardships but never complained, and yet we didn't get along in the end.' It seems that Li Xianyu is the one who regrets the most!"

Yugan replied: You always say that following you makes me suffer, but you never know that leaving you is the real pain.

As the song ends.

The scene fell into silence.

Li Xianyu also looked at the audience from afar, touched his face, and felt it was cold.

"Thank you everyone."

As the sound ends.

Countless audience members in the auditorium suddenly woke up as if from a dream. They immediately stood up and started clapping wildly, as if they wanted to lift the ceiling off.

Some sensible fans even picked up their mobile phones, turned on the flashlights and waved them gently.

Fireflies can also turn into starlight.

All regrets will eventually gather into the sea of ​​stars.

In the live broadcast room, people started to post comments one after another.

"Through these songs, I can confirm that Li Xianyu seems to have a deceased wife. This is not to fool us, but a memoir of his deceased wife."

"I was seventeen that year, and she smiled very sweetly at seventeen. Later, when I was thirty-six, she still smiled very sweetly at seventeen."

"So it's not that they don't love each other, but they hold each other tightly, but still can't break away. As time and space go by, they slowly separate."

"I heard this song. Li Xianyu used the third person to persuade herself that she is a bad person, but she still hopes that the person she loves can get a perfect score. When loving others, we must first learn to love ourselves bravely."

(End of this chapter)