Chapter 59: If you can't escape the hurt, why bother starting over again

And Li Xianyu's singing.

Song Ran felt a dull pain in her heart, and there was some heartache in her eyes when she looked at Li Xianyu.

The audience in the live broadcast room also started to watch.

"Do you know how damaging it is to me when Li Xianyu, who is acting crazy, sings this kind of song?"

“This song is so depressing. It talks about the past in a lighthearted way, but it also talks about my own stress all the time.”

"I thought we could love each other for a long time, but we both turned out to be love clowns. When we turned off the lights and stopped hugging each other tightly, I knew that our choices at that time seemed to be wrong."

……

"I can't forget your love."

“But the ending is hard to change.”

"I couldn't keep you here."

"It's not like he can give you one."

“Look forward to the future.”

"Childish boy."

The piano suddenly stopped.

The audience's hearts paused.

It was as if the heartbeat I felt when we first met was made up at this moment.

We always do things that hurt others with the intention of doing good for them, because we often feel indebted because of love.

But I never thought about whether it is really fair to the other party.

There is only a fine line between love and hate, but it takes so much effort.

While singing softly, in the close-up shot, Li Xianyu had a bitter smile on her face and lost eyes.

The breakup at that time seemed like a joke, but it was actually well thought out.

Bold and courageous love, a rich girl and a poor boy, will only appear in Kuaiyin's skits.

When your career is not improving, emotions become a hindrance.

Even after his career took off, he was still unable to bridge the gap. But as memories slowly invaded his mind, Li Xianyu always had an urge to hug Song Ran, who seemed like a beautiful woman but was so gentle to him.

Li Xianyu didn't dare to look at Song Ran in the audience.

The voice sounded again, and this time the accompaniment increased, as if after countless days and nights, one could finally face life.

"Your care is always with me."

"Open it in a place where no one is."

"I want to ask you now."

"Whether sadness is gone."

"Like the sea lying in the sun."

“Like colors painted with care.”

At this time, the director backstage couldn't help but gasp as he looked at the ever-increasing number of audience members.

Originally, he followed Yao Lexuan to the stage.

The number of people online in the live broadcast room has dropped a lot.

Li Xianyu sang for two minutes, pushing the live broadcast room to a new peak.

The eyes of several people sitting in the tutor's seat also became dazed.

They all have regrets in the past. Even after breaking up, they still hope that the other person can live a good life, while they themselves are wandering in the midnight.

The audience fell silent and their faces became heavy.

Compared to others, Yao Lexuan only felt that this song was really good at stirring emotions, and she looked at Li Xianyu with some heartache.

How many beatings did he have to endure to write this song?

"It makes you smile and be brave."

"I can't forget your love."

“But the ending is hard to change.”

"I couldn't keep you here."

"It's even less like him to be able to give you one."

“Look forward to the future.”

"Childish boy."

As the interlude sounded again.

The background music became more intense.

It was as if at night, I was wrapped in surging emotions, struggling constantly, but unable to find a way out.

Finally, things slowly calmed down.

Li Xianyu's low voice sounded.

"I miss you now." "I miss you every time I wander again."

“All the regrets are not the future.”

“All love is inevitable.”

"If you can't escape the hurt, you don't have to go through it again."

"Now I just want the pain to come quicker."

"It can't be repeated anyway."

Excitement and calmness are mixed together, yet appear so harmonious.

Song Ran felt a chill on her face unconsciously.

Listening to the quiet and sad piano music.

The scene was silent until the piano ended. Just as Li Xianyu said, he was struggling in the swamp and forgot the most important person.

Song Ran looked at Li Xianyu and her heart trembled slightly.

A faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he was the first to applaud. The audience then woke up from their dream and the applause lasted for a long time.

Zhang Qishan looked at Li Xianyu opposite him.

Instead of feeling defeated and disappointed, he gave a thumbs up.

I accepted my defeat with all my heart.

The judges looked at each other, and no one spoke first.

Finally, it was Huang Xiaoyun who stared at Li Xianyu and said.

"Compared to 'Between Rainbows', this song is more like a storm after a calm period. I am very curious about what kind of experience he went through to write such a song."

"Of course, Zhang Qishan's performance was very stable, and he used a brisk rhythm to create a sense of contrast, which showed that he was at a very high level, so I would choose Li Xianyu."

Xia Chen stared at the two of them for a long time without saying anything.

To be honest, both of them had brilliant performances, and their singing skills were impeccable. He finally sighed.

"I choose Li Xianyu."

Chen Ze looked back and forth and finally gave the ticket to Zhang Qishan. After all, the two of them had a relationship behind the scenes.

Seeing this, the host couldn't help but ask.

"Then, can Mr. Chen Ze give a brief review of this song "Boy"? "

Looking at Li Xianyu, Chen Ze took a breath.

"The quality of this song is impeccable, and it expresses the inferiority, helplessness, and expectations of a young person."

"The quality and singing skills are both good, but in comparison, I prefer Zhang Qishan's..."

The host pointed the camera at Song Ran.

Song Ran's eyes were slightly red, but she adjusted herself and her expression returned to normal, her eyes falling on Li Xianyu.

"Excuse me, Queen Song, are you satisfied with the performance of your artists? What are your thoughts on this song?"

Li Xianyu was a little nervous.

After all, this song is about himself and the relationship between them, and he doesn't think Song Ran can't feel it.

Of course, it’s best not to feel it.

If you can't escape the hurt, there's no need to go through it again.

The boss is so smart, will he be able to guess that I am the guy who broke up with his online lover...

Song Ran stared at Li Xianyu with bright eyes.

"Xianyu, they have already said the compliments. What interests me is the song, and what interests me even more is you."

There was an uproar at the scene.

Is this considered an official announcement?

"By the way, why do I remember that Song Ran just broke up a while ago, and now she is interested in her artists again?"

"The overbearing president loves bravely, what do you know."

"Yes, and Song Ran, I haven't even seen her face. Maybe she's a fat otaku who weighs 200 pounds and has a two-character game on her phone. She's so irresponsible."

"Li Xianyu and Song Ran are playing the role of a domineering CEO. Why do they make us cry? In the previous episode "Between Rainbows" and now "Boys", I ran away, but they are still chasing me and beating me, right?"

Li Xianyu's heart trembled when he heard this.

No way, Song Ran wouldn't already know my identity.

But that shouldn’t be the case. After all, his predecessor couldn’t write such good songs, let alone rap. Otherwise, how could he have survived in the entertainment industry for so long?

The possibility of guessing it is very small.

After all, my predecessor and I are two completely different people, I just inherited his memories.

　The author had diarrhea and vomited water at 8 o'clock, and started to have a fever of 40 degrees at 12 o'clock. He went to the hospital for an IV at 5 o'clock in the afternoon. He just got home, so the update is a little late. I hope that all book friends can understand.

　　I will try to recover and make it up to you in a few days.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)