Chapter 192 Is the word love so impulsive?

In fact, Song Ran has changed a lot over such a long period of time.

My hair grew longer, I grew taller, and my figure became better. Of course, more importantly, I found my own direction.

A faint smile appeared on Li Xianyu's lips.

On the one hand, it was for his own memory, which had finally recovered a lot, and on the other hand, it was for Song Ran's happiness.

The girl who couldn't even speak.
I have overcome my fear and reached a height that I need to look up to. This kind of progress is really great.

And then later on.

Li Xianyu rarely saw the mysterious man.

More often than not, we receive express deliveries from mysterious people. Sometimes they are snacks, sometimes they are holiday gifts, such as dumplings, glutinous rice balls, etc., and sometimes, they are candied haws.

Just like what was said in the letter.

Song Ran really tried hard to fulfill what was said in the letter.

Give yourself all the best, the things you like and the things you deserve.

Li Xianyu shook his head gently.

It is recorded here that it was the first time Song Ran ate candied haws. She found it delicious and kept it for a long time. Later, the sugar melted and the candied haws no longer tasted good.

So after buying it, you have to deliver it to Li Xianyu as soon as possible.

But later, Li Xianyu would occasionally think of the mysterious man who had silently stayed by her side during that period and didn't even speak.

It's still a pretty good memory.

Compared to other memories of high school, it is really a beautiful one.

Later, during the college entrance examination.

The principal held a swearing-in ceremony. Each class had its own cloth on which they wrote their names and some motivational words.

For example, I want to get into Nanjing University, I want to inherit my family’s bank, or I want to become a unicorn. Of course, most of them are quite inspiring.

But Li Xianyu didn't want to leave any handwriting.

After all, as a notorious bug in this school, leaving a message would probably be despised by many people, but what I didn't expect was.

On that big piece of cloth, I actually found my own name.

I am very familiar with that beautiful handwriting.

The large expanses of empty space around me were like people who tried to avoid me when they saw me. This also made it easy for me to discover myself.

I can't remember what I wrote on it.

But it was clearly written on the letter.

This sentence also made Li Xianyu's long-forgotten memory clear.

"Li Xianyu, you must become the light, shining upon the entire world. Stand at the highest point and look down upon the world with equality."

light.

What a familiar word.

Almost in an instant, the story told by Song's father appeared in his mind.

To be honest, I don’t have many memories of my childhood.

My grandmother said that when she was young, she had a car accident and forgot everything that happened before the age of seven or eight.

I don't remember my parents or friends.

In grandma's words, forgetting is a good thing, but now, Li Xianyu is eager to know what exactly happened.

Why do I always have nightmares in the middle of the night?

And the appearance of Song Ran did not seem to be accidental, but rather a long-planned event.

Li Xianyu looked at the remaining half of the love letter and continued reading patiently. To be honest, he had many questions that he wanted to ask Song Ran.

But this love letter seems to have quite a lot of content.

Li Xianyu took a deep breath.

I looked at the lyrics that were strange yet familiar.

"Is the word love so empty when written?"

"I present it with careful consideration of every stroke."

"I am willing to be humble in exchange for a smile."

“Or fall into mediocrity.”

The last time I saw the mysterious man.

After the college entrance examination, I decided to go to a big city to pursue my dream and prepared a lot of songs.

After I told her my idea.

The mysterious man was stunned for a moment, looked at Li Xianyu who was arranging her own songs, and turned away.

Just when Li Xianyu thought that the mysterious man couldn't accept it.

She opened the door with a guitar in her arms, and breathlessly handed the guitar to Li Xianyu.

Look at the words written on the guitar: For public use only, do not take away.

Li Xianyu fell silent.

Well, you really treat the school as your home.

Quickly, he wrote the note.

"Can I be your first audience?"

Face this problem.

Li Xianyu did not refuse and simply picked up the guitar.

I sang a song for the mysterious man, "My Taoist Friend".

Wait until a song is over.

Li Xianyu turned his head and looked at the mysterious man.

Those clear eyes were filled with tenderness, which made Li Xianyu's heart tremble.

Well, compared to the mysterious man, the people in school are indeed mediocre.

For eighteen-year-old Li Xianyu, love is still just a vague concept. Her head is full of thoughts about how to break through the class, how to go further, and how to realize her dreams.

As for love, apart from hormones, it is actually not important.

Do you like the mysterious man?

The identity is there.

Does the mysterious person like me? Maybe I am just a canary?

These problems are much more difficult than the big math problems.

But the heartbeat will never lie.

Li Xianyu likes a mysterious man and wants to confess his feelings.

I have to confess my feelings now.

"Did I ever tell you I like you?"

Li Xianyu spoke and looked at the mysterious man.

These words used up all of Li Xianyu's strength.

It felt like the whole world had fallen silent.

The mysterious man fell silent, staring at himself with his big eyes, but soon shook his head gently.

Li Xianyu still doesn't know.

What does that shaking head mean?

At that time, I just felt that I was a self-indulgent child. With that kind of family and status, how could I dare to have such delusions?

There are other ideas too.

I just want to avoid any regrets and get the matter out there.

But Li Xianyu really didn't think about it again. After that, all his thoughts were focused on his career, even though it didn't have much content.

Turning around, Li Xianyu left the rental house and embarked on his journey.

Later, the landlord told me that someone was cleaning the house and I didn't pay much attention to it.

It seemed to be Song Ran, who carefully collected the things she had discarded as if they were treasures.

The comedy of my youth ended just like that.

But Song Ran kept it well.

After so many years, give yourself a strong blow.

Have you seen the mysterious man again since then?
It seemed as if the mysterious man was gone. There was no longer any figure of the mysterious man around me, and when I looked up or down, there was no familiar figure.

When I look out the window, I always think that there might be that little figure outside.

No, I think I've seen it once before.

It was already summer by then, and the mysterious man was no longer wearing a thick blanket. He still wore a hat and a mask, but he looked very relaxed.

Even though we haven't seen each other for a long time.

But Li Xianyu still recognized him.

The small figure has become a lot fuller and tall. When she looks at herself, her eyebrows are curved and she can be seen smiling behind the mask.

Her face was full of tenderness.

Sitting on the platform, waving goodbye to myself.

Although I don’t know how the other party found me.

Li Xianyu still waved his hand.

(End of this chapter)