Chapter 111: Don’t Care About the One You Loved
"We are just the right distance here."

"If we don't hug each other, we can't get it back."

"People who have loved hard shouldn't care about it."

As the sound falls.

The simple accompaniment suddenly began to change its tune.

More intense heartbeats echoed throughout the scene.

I thought it was just right, but after we separated, I was knocked down by the waves.

Li Xianyu's voice also became clear.

"Should we force people to give up their armor?"

"Showing a scar."

“Where is the root of the unbearableness?”

“But emotions struggle.”

"There is no other way."

"It advises you to back off."

The audience at the scene felt like they had stopped breathing.

I thought I could let it go, I thought nothing had happened yet, and that just because we separated, nothing would happen.

When I wake up in the middle of the night, the pain of tearing open the scar is trembling.

When the lyrics are connected together, the audience suddenly realizes that being torn between emotions is not just like struggling in a swamp.

It’s just the right time to end a relationship.

But every word and sentence expresses reluctance or unwillingness.

When everyone was urging us to separate, I seemed to feel that there was no point in torturing each other.

This is just right, I can say hello to you when we meet in the future.

But when I look into your eyes, I can't say the word break up.

The accompaniment gradually becomes more intense.

"Our love has come to this point."

"It's not too much, but not too little. I can still forget it."

"I should be able to take care of myself."

"Our distance is just right."

"If we don't hug each other, we can't get it back."

"You shouldn't care about the person you loved hard."

It was different from the previous dream talk.
The fierce singing voice was slightly hoarse, as if questioning, or as if roaring out one's own unwillingness.

I gradually got lost in everyone's words, and it seemed just right.

At this time, several contestants in the backstage were already frowning.

Previously, although Yao Lexuan’s outstanding performance had nothing to do with them, the pressure it brought was real. No matter what, the score would be low and winning would not be glorious.

Now Li Xianyu is no longer under pressure, but is being crushed.

Moreover, the emotions in the singing pulled them into it, and the vortex of emotions seemed to swallow them up.

Yao Lexuan in the backstage was staring at Li Xianyu on the big screen.

His eyes flickered with doubt.

She didn't understand what had happened in Li Xianyu's past life that allowed him to write such a song.

Make people feel the same.

He is obviously just a young man.

Every song written is a different negative emotion.

From "Between the Rainbows" to "Boy", "He Doesn't Understand" and "Actually", each song expresses different content.

But they all end up in the same place, dragging people into an emotional abyss.

……

Li Xianyu looked towards the stage below.

Among the twinkling stars, I saw Song Ran at a glance.

It would be a lie to say that I don’t love you. It’s just like when I was in school, I could always see the person I liked among thousands of people wearing the same school uniform.

It seems like the guidance of fate.

It also seems like we are just right for each other.

I don’t understand why my eyes are always on you, but when I fall into a vortex, your sweet smile can always pull me out.

"Our love has reached this point."

"No more fighting or quarreling, no more suffering."

"You don't have to remember my kindness."

"Our wanderings have just reached this point." "Before we reach the end of the world."

"I don't have to go to that castle."

The voices gradually died down, as if nothing had happened between us.

We once said that we would go to the ends of the earth and pledged to each other forever, and now it’s just right for us to have come here.

The castle where we had planned to have our wedding was built just right here.

We have come just right to this point, and when we forget the conflicts between us, only beauty will remain.

Later on, the people I met were three-tenths like you.

I can also find you among the crowd.

Finally, she smiled and said, "Long time no see."

But the remaining piano sound tells you that my heart is still trembling with your every frown and smile.

"The sky is a little dark, just the right amount."

“No one saw me when I was sad.”

"Don't mind the mark on me."

We got here just in time.

As the voice fell, fragments of memories suddenly appeared in Li Xianyu's mind.

I vaguely remember that I liked rain very much when I was a child.

I always went outside in the rain to swing on the swing, and I got beaten every time, until someone told me that he also liked the rain.

They like the tranquility of rain, the smell of rain, and even more what happens when it rains. If it rains one day, then the rain will fall on the two of them.

At that time, I was thinking of you.

Li Xianyu frowned slightly, feeling as if it were his own memory.

As the sound slowly fell.

The air at the scene seemed to become cold and thin.

It was as if night had fallen upon the scene.

Li Xianyu stood up and looked at the sea of ​​stars at the scene.

He bowed deeply, looked up and smiled.

"Thank you, the heart dancing in the dark is called the moon, but when you fall into the swamp, you may hold on to the stars."

As the sound rang out.

The originally dark scene suddenly lit up.

The audience at the scene also woke up as if from a dream, and intense applause continued to echo in the venue.

In the live broadcast room, as the silence faded, barrages of comments began to appear.

"Just right, said just right, sung just right, fate comes and goes without intention, flowers bloom and fall in due time, all the best is not as good as just right."

"Regret is the norm in life, but the suffocating feeling of this voice really makes me suffer."

"You shouldn't care about it. This sentence speaks out the thoughts of many people. Although we are separated, being with you is just right."

"I think we can continue, but I often feel that we are torturing each other. There are so many voices around me that I have forgotten how many times I have said I love you."

“Revisiting old dreams and regaining what has been lost seem to exist only in movies and novels. In fact, just getting it right is the best.”

"I have always been by your side. You are at home and I am in the field. You are at school and I am on the playground. Just strolling in the vast sea of ​​people does not mean that I don't love you anymore."

"We have loved each other with all our strength and know each other's warmth, so we no longer care about gains and losses. I know that you have been with me just enough and we have tried our best."

The noise at the scene.

Li Xianyu blinked at Song Ran in the audience.

He reached into his arms and made a heart shape with his hands.

Turning back to the contestant's seat, the king of love songs came on stage next, but looking at his expression... well, there was probably no hope.

Li Xianyu looked at Xu Kun and tilted her head.

"Huh? Why are you looking at me like that? Is it because I didn't wipe my saliva today and you're a little uncomfortable?"

Xu Kun: “…”

I don't know whether you are a human being or not.

But you are really a dog in doing things.

Ding.

Li Xianyu looked down at his phone and his heart moved slightly.

　I deleted some of the lyrics, and then I found that this song is really beautiful, and each part connected together gives a better feeling.

　　If any book friends have any opinions, you can leave your comments below.

　　The author will make changes.

　　Thank you very much for your support along the way.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)