Chapter 17 You are just greedy for her body!
"Xiao Mo, we can't do this..."
Lin Ying turned around and sat down with her back to Shen Mo.
Her voice trembled.
Her body was also trembling slightly, and it was unclear whether it was due to excitement or nervousness.
From behind, all you could see were her blushing cheeks and earlobes.
"Sister Ying, I like you and I want you to be my girlfriend."
Shen Mo also dragged a stool and sat down, walked forward and held Lin Ying's hand, insisting.
"Well……"
Lin Ying let out a sigh of relief and showed an embarrassed expression.
She closed her eyes, as if making some difficult decision.
It took her half a minute to turn around.
It looked like she had almost regained her composure and her complexion had returned to normal.
She gently withdrew her hand, moved her stool back, and sat opposite Shen Mo across the dining table.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Mo, if you want to blame someone, it should be me!"
"I'm so much older than you. I shouldn't have come to see you last night. I would have hurt you..."
Lin Ying sat there with her head down, her hands unconsciously pinching the hem of her clothes, her words full of guilt.
In her mind, she was seducing Shen Mo by paying off his debt with her body, which was why he was so obsessed with her.
"Sister Ying, you don't have to say anything. Let the past be the past!" Shen Mo knew what she meant and hurriedly stopped her confession.
"It has nothing to do with what happened last night."
"I've already fallen in love with you!"
Lin Ying couldn't help but be moved by the young man's firm and direct confession.
She couldn't help wringing her hands under the table.
"This is really a bit troublesome!"
She sighed inwardly, picked up the glass of water on the table and took a few sips, which slightly relieved her dry mouth.
"Xiao Mo, when did you fall in love with me?"
"I fell in love with you the first time I saw you."
Shen Mo said very seriously. Looking at the gentle, shy and beautiful mature woman in front of him, he felt more and more that she was better than young girls like the school belle Tang Yating!
"Xiao Mo, we can't do this."
"I'm almost thirty-one, and you're only eighteen. I'm a full thirteen years older than you. We're not suitable.
"When you go to college, there will be many better girls waiting for you."
No matter what Shen Mo said, Lin Ying always thought that it was a mistake for him to pursue her, and he should pursue girls of the same age.
At this time, she had almost completely calmed down, and her face was no longer flushed with shame, but instead had an expression of advice from an elder looking at a younger person.
"No, Sister Ying, in my opinion, those girls can't compare to you at all. I like you!"
Faced with Lin Ying's earnest persuasion, Shen Mo did not back down at all.
"From the moment I first saw you, I fell deeply in love with you."
Faced with such a straightforward expression, Lin Ying felt helpless and happy at the same time.
At that moment, she was a little shaken.
But she quickly shook her head and tried to continue correcting Shen Mo's thoughts.
"Xiao Mo, you are still in adolescence, it is normal to like the opposite sex."
"But if we are together, it will harm you. Do you think that I am so much older than you, how will the world view us?"
"Especially, how are we going to face your parents?"
This is also Lin Ying’s biggest worry.
But she herself did not realize that in her heart, she had already regarded Shen Mo as her only relative.
Otherwise, with her personality, why would she invite a man like Shen Mo to her home for dinner?
But before this, even she herself didn't know whether this kind of intimacy was the kind of affection she had for her younger brother, or the love she had for her lover.
Perhaps she already knew it subconsciously, but she just didn't want to face it or analyze it. But tonight, Shen Mo's bold move finally made her realize that it was the love between lovers.
This made her panic and scared!
To hide her panic, she asked a series of questions.
But the more she does this, the easier it is for her to be exposed.
Shen Mo looked into her eyes with burning eyes, without any retreat.
He seemed to have discovered her inner fear and anxiety.
"No, Sister Ying, you are wrong."
"Do you think that I like you because I've reached puberty and because of physical desire?"
Shen Mo's explicit words made Lin Ying's pretty face turn slightly red again.
Even in 2010, domestic culture is still conservative and traditional, and Lin Ying is an extremely reserved and traditional woman at heart.
"I like you because of your kindness, innocence, your soul, I like everything about you!"
However, when he said this, a little person seemed to appear in Shen Mo's mind and scolded him: "Bah, do you like her? You are just greedy for her body!"
Of course, as shameless as he is, there is nothing unusual about him from the outside.
He continued slowly.
"As for what the secular world thinks, I can only say that this is the cultural tradition in China. Most people are still secular and don't dare to pursue what they really want."
"Some people care a lot about how others view them. Even a look or a word will make them ponder for a long time. I have to say this is a tragedy."
"It seems that I live for others to see, but I have never considered my own inner feelings."
"What is more terrifying than worldly eyes is the heart that cares about worldly things."
"As for my parents' opinions, they love me. I think as long as we communicate well, they will understand us."
Shen Mo's tone was calm, as if he was stating a very common truth.
Lin Ying's eyes lit up when she looked at him.
She originally wanted to teach him to face up to the differences between them.
Make him realize the many obstacles this relationship may face.
But I didn't expect Shen Mo to be so fearless. He refuted them one by one with clear logic and organization.
This eighteen-year-old kid is really something special.
Thinking back on Shen Mo's words, Lin Ying felt a little disturbed: "Is the world's opinion really that important?"
Shen Mo continued to strike while the iron was hot.
"Sister Ying, although you are a little older than me, I don't think this is a problem."
“Sometimes, the process is far more important than the result.”
“If we always focus on the results, we may lose sight of the most precious present moment.”
Lin Ying was a little confused by Shen Mo's words.
This child speaks in a very different way.
I clearly wanted to correct his bad thoughts, so why am I the one being corrected now?
She felt that the only way now was to understand and firmly reject Shen Mo, but how could she have the heart to say such hurtful words to a boy she also liked?
But no matter what, Lin Ying was still convinced in her heart that she and he should not be together.
Maybe when he goes to college and meets those young and beautiful female classmates, he will stop bothering me.
Thinking of this, Lin Ying decided to use a trick that has been tried and tested in the adult world - the word "delay".
"Xiao Mo, can you give me some time to think about this matter?"
"I'll get back to you later."
Shen Mo also knew that this was the only way tonight, and continuing would only backfire.
At least he understood one thing, that Lin Ying also had a good impression of him.
Instead of being just a fellow villager and benefactor as before.
Therefore, there was no need for him to continue speaking today.
Eat your food one bite at a time, walk the road one step at a time, and don't be impatient in love.
(End of this chapter)