Chapter 19 Looking back, I am also a "Ya Ya"

Wang Shan’s experience is the experience of many netizens who make a living outside.

Especially those born in the 80s, they are basically going through the same stage as Wang Shan.

So when some people heard him talk about his story of making a fortune, their eyes were teary.

——【Oh, the pressure of the post-80s generation is only known by the post-80s generation themselves. It is simply a fantasy to expect their children to understand them. Sometimes I can hardly stand it alone. 】

——【Listening to Wang Shan's words, I seemed to see myself. Only those who have truly experienced hard times know what it feels like to not have enough to eat! 】

——[Sometimes I think about it, who are we working so hard for? It is nothing more than to provide a good environment for our children to grow up in and to make our parents live comfortably in their later years.]

——【Fortunately, Yaya is sensible, otherwise I can’t imagine what Wang Shan, a single father, would do. It’s already very difficult for him to work hard alone, and he has a daughter to take care of.】

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"Wang Shan, this is really not easy. Don't we, as parents, work hard just for you?"

A netizen who was watching the live broadcast sighed and felt emotional as he looked at his son who was studying hard on the balcony.

The college student, with his back to his mother, froze and subconsciously exerted force with the hand holding the pen.

Early this morning, his mother started watching the live broadcast and noticed that the volume was turned up quite high.

She would sigh from time to time, and he remembered the names of Wang Shan and Yaya.

"Mom, this kind of show is just for attention."

"Whose education method is not like this now? It's just that their family happened to be selected by the program team."

The college student put down the pen in his hand with some fatigue.

Trying to reason with mom.

He spent the whole morning listening to his mother sighing and complaining, and couldn't concentrate on reading the book at all.

He took out his mobile phone and entered the live broadcast room. Wang Shan was still talking about his parenting philosophy.

It’s just that some of the shots that originally only featured him were given to Yaya.

The little girl sat obediently next to Wang Shan, her body straight, with a smile on her face, but no light in her eyes.

On the other hand, Weiwei sat mischievously in Lin Yuan's arms, smiling sweetly, her whole body filled with childish nature.

"You can see that behind me are the awards Yaya has won in the past two years."

"Many certificates have been put away. Otherwise, it would be inconvenient to have guests at home."

"In terms of study, Yaya is indeed much more obedient than other children. She completes the homework assigned by the teacher every day, reads extracurricular books in her spare time, and even finishes the test papers she requested to buy."

"I'm very lucky to have a daughter like Yaya. She is really sensible and makes me feel much more relaxed."

As Wang Shan continued to speak, the college student's eyes fell on the corner of the video.

There was a desk piled with test papers, and various extracurricular books were placed against the wall below.

He glanced at the balcony silently.

Unlike Yaya, his family conditions are not that good.

There isn't even a dedicated place to study. His room is separated from the living room and has no light at all.

So from childhood to adulthood, he studied on the balcony.

It was filled with his books, his test papers and notebooks.

"By the way, eat your breakfast quickly. It's not good for your health if you get cold later."

While the mother was posting comments, she saw her son also took out his mobile phone to watch the live broadcast.

Since they were having breakfast, she didn't say anything, but just urged her son to eat quickly.

The college student heard the hidden meaning, exited the live broadcast room, threw his phone aside, picked up the questions he had just memorized, and ate the buns silently. If you think about it carefully, isn't he the second Yaya?

Growing up, he doesn't even know what he really likes. He has been studying just for the sake of studying since he was young.

His parents told him that he could only find a decent job after he finished college.

However, after going to college after all the hard work, he suddenly found that his life had become a mess.

He was in a state of confusion, not knowing what path to take in the future.

Along the way, he studies every day. Although high school life is tiring, his heart is not empty.

He lay awake many nights in his dormitory bed, wondering what he would do after graduation.

He thought about it over and over again but couldn't figure it out, because he found that he had been studying all the time for the past 18 years and had no contact with society at all.

To put it bluntly, he has no ability to survive, let alone be ready to enter society!

So he chose to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and once again chose the path that his parents wanted him to take!
Nowadays, in addition to most course videos, mobile phones also contain beautiful landscapes collected in my spare time.

Sometimes he thought that when he had money in the future, he would definitely go see the world!
But reality told him that there were not many opportunities.

There is a song I listened to in my childhood, which says: I once dreamed of traveling around the world with a sword, but when I think about it carefully, it is very difficult to realize.

When the college student thought of this, his eyes, which had originally been dim, dimmed again.

In his life, he is destined to have many things that are beyond his control.

"This Yaya, the more I look at her, the more I like her. Seeing her is like seeing you as a child."

"You were so sensible when you were little! I want to vote for Yaya. It's not easy for Wang Shan either."

In the living room, the mother watched the live broadcast with a smile on her face, and her mouth was full of praise for Yaya.

Not only did she say that the child was sensible and smart, but more importantly, when she saw Yaya, she seemed to see her son who studied hard when he was a child.

Half of her life had passed, and the only thing that made her feel happy was giving birth to an obedient son.

The mother looked at the college student's back and sighed with emotion.

"When you pass the postgraduate entrance examination, Mom will be free!"

"Your father and I are both old. Our only achievement over the years is to train you to be a talent."

"From now on, you will be the pillar of the family!"

Just as my mother said, her hands moved very skillfully, she was voting and posting comments at the same time.

When you get into high school, your parents will be relieved...

When you go to college, your parents will be free...

He didn't know how many years he had been hearing such words.

The college student glanced quietly at his mother's gray hair. She was not even fifty years old, but she had worked hard for him for half her life.

As he thought about it, he was about to cry, and for some reason he felt a lot more guilty.

If I think about it carefully, my original goal was to repay my parents!
Over the years, his parents have given him all the good things, not letting him go hungry or cold, accompanying him in his studies, and waiting for him to pass the postgraduate entrance examination and get a good job. These are what he should do.

Even crows know how to repay their parents. How could he not understand this after reading for so many years?

The college student sighed, swallowed the inappropriate thoughts in his mind, finished the last bite of breakfast and continued to memorize the questions.

I have persisted for so many years, there is no reason to give up now. Think about it, my father is still driving a sports car outside in such a cold day, what does he have to be dissatisfied with?

If he can't even bear the hardship of studying, he won't be able to achieve anything in society, let alone repay his parents!

(End of this chapter)