Chapter 70 Yes, you should face Brother Shu seriously!

When was the last time you were criticized by Brother Tree?

Chitose Yangkui hugged her legs, huddled up in her small bedroom at home, staring at her toes in a daze.

She probably remembered.

It seemed that one time she broke the promise she made to Brother Shu, had a quarrel with him, and then ran out of the welfare home alone.

She could no longer remember the specific reason, but she vaguely remembered that it was the only time she acted on her own will.

It was icy and snowy, and I was angry with Brother Tree.

At that time, I hated him a little bit in my heart. I hid in a corner and kept complaining to him, but I also secretly hoped that he could find me.

Yang Kui Chitose smiled. This was probably what they meant when children were angry.

But I waited for a long, long time.
Brother Shu didn’t show up.

My heart felt a little cold, but I was still a little stubborn and didn't want to go back to the orphanage, so I walked outside for a whole day.

By the evening, I was hungry and sleepy, and my clothes were covered in mud from accidentally slipping on the road.

Many people passing by looked at him with disdain.

I really hate this feeling.

So I found a corner next to a trash can in a place where there were almost no passers-by and huddled there.

The corner next to the trash can is narrow and smelly.

But it seems that only here can I find a little bit of home
The reason is probably because he feels that the trash in the trash can next to him suits him very well.

I am just like garbage, abandoned by others.

Although this place is secluded, there are still people passing by and seeing me throughout the day, a total of five people.

The first one was a middle-aged man. After seeing him, he turned around and walked away without caring.

The same thing happened to the second man.

The third and fourth were two young women. One of them seemed to have sympathy for me and wanted to ask about the situation, but because she was dirty, she was rejected and dragged away by her companions.
The fifth person was an old lady in ordinary clothes. When she saw me, she felt a little sorry for me. She came forward to talk to me and seemed to want to adopt me.

At that time, I had actually seen many people who wanted to adopt me in the welfare home, so I said the same thing to the old lady - "I have a heart disease that is difficult to cure, and the treatment will cost a lot of money."

After hearing this, the old lady stopped talking and no longer asked whether she was cold or warm. She just asked if she needed help to call the police.

Sure enough, everyone treats themselves the same
The police came and briefly asked about my condition.

They were very kind to me at first, but after I found out about my situation, they immediately helped me contact an adoption agency.

Even from this perspective, what the police did was quite reasonable.

But when I was a child, I only felt evasion and disgust from them. That feeling of deliberately keeping a distance from me reminded me of the time when everyone in the welfare home was unwilling to take me out to play because of my weak physical condition.

Dislike, dislike, all dislike
The world seems to despise me. If this is the case, I might as well find a trash can and disappear forever.

This feeling of alienation and rejection made me break down, and I ran away from the police again.

It was still snowing, and there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the street, but I was still huddled in the gap.

Pedestrians passed by one after another, and cars drove on the road one after another.

Every time a ray of light flashed across the road in front of the gap, my heart was always expecting something.

but
Sure enough, no one cares about themselves.

The body was shivering from the cold, and the feet were numb from the cold.
The heart too.

I curled up my body and kept repeating a few words in my mind. I am not loved by others. I am not cared by others. In fact, I have always been the same as everyone said. I was the child who was abandoned like garbage by my parents from the beginning.

until
A pair of hands touched his head.

I looked up and saw the light of the flashlight. In that light, Brother Tree was breathing hotly and smiling at me.

'Brother Tree'

I was stunned as I kept calling out his name.

It was obviously me who ran away on my own will and deserved all the suffering I had to endure, but Brother Shu never said a word of criticism to me.

He simply said to himself: "Go home."

go home.
Chitose Yangkui buried her head deeper, she still remembered the situation clearly.

When I faced Brother Tree, tears instantly flowed out.

I rushed up and hugged him.

Brother Tree did not dislike the dirty mud on his body. He hugged himself, patted his back, and whispered to himself, "Don't cry, we're going home now."

Family.
Do you really own that thing?
Can I really have someone who likes me?

I really want to know how it feels to be liked by someone, and I also really want to know how it feels to like someone.

Maybe it's because I've always had this feeling that I fell in love with Brother Tree.

Brother Shu took me back to the welfare home, gave me a bath with hot water, and blew my hair with the welfare home's old hair dryer. He not only cooked for me alone late at night, but also secretly gave me meat at the risk of being criticized by the director, and he also made up my bed which I had overturned because of the quarrel with him.

He prepared the food but didn't dare to eat it himself. He smiled, patted himself on the back and said, "It's okay. I'll help you carry it. I'll tell the dean that I stole the food."

I burst into tears immediately, eating my food while crying, and decided in my heart that I would never be willful to Brother Shu again. Yang Kui Chitose took several deep breaths and finally pulled herself out of the past emotions.

She turned her head and the phone screen just lit up.

The one who sent the message was Rinka.

She was still worried about herself because of what happened in the morning and asked herself if she wanted to go out for a walk with her or something.

Xinchun also said something similar and asked if she wanted to be picked up and visit her home.

Matsumae Shinharu also sent a very cute little fox encouraging expression, which made Yang Kui Chitose couldn't help laughing.

[After returning home, I asked the Fox God for Chitose, and the Fox God said that today will be Chitose's lucky day!]
The message was sent sixteen minutes ago.

Chitose Yang Kui picked up her phone and saw this message, remembering that Kokoharu was still the chief shrine maiden.

The girl hesitated for a moment and typed a reply to Xinchun.

"What kind of luck is this? Because I was so bad at bragging and disappointed Brother Shu. I'm still thinking about how I should apologize to Brother Shu. I've told him many times that I've tried my best."

Two seconds later, the message was replied.

[No, the predictions of the Fox God are very accurate. In fact, it was because of the hint of the Fox God that I was able to survive the previous car accident.]
[If it were Chitose, it would definitely be the same]
Will it be transferred?
Yang Kui Chitose thought it was a bit ridiculous, but she knew it was a concern from a good friend, so she typed a reply:
"Well, thank you Xinchun-chan~"

[Chitose, are you feeling better?]
"better"

[If not, we can go out and practice together. The piece that Mr. Fujii gave me is not difficult. Chitose didn’t play it well. I think it’s because she was in a bad mood a few days ago.]
Let's practice together.
Chitose Yangkui rarely has this feeling, the feeling of being truly cared for and concerned by her friends.

She quite likes this.

"Thank you Xinchun, but not now. I'm a little tired. Let's practice together tomorrow or Monday."

[Well! I won’t bother Qiansui anymore. If Qiansui feels uncomfortable, you can tell me!]
Yang Kui Chitose laughed, Xinchun is indeed a good friend.

"it is good."

After the conversation with Kokoharu ended, she contacted Hiiragi Rinka again. Rinka seemed much more anxious and sent her a message saying "Chitose, you finally replied!"

When she thought of how excited she was at Rinka's weak appearance, Chitose Himawari felt a little better.

[So, it's okay, right?]
"Yes! Of course, it's just a small matter! Besides, it's just a small mistake. Since you have disappointed Mr. Fujii, then use your strength to win his recognition!"

[Chitose is awesome.]
"What's so great about this?"

[It’s really amazing. Chitose has put in so much effort for “that person”, several years of effort! But it was denied at the very beginning. It’s reasonable for Chitose to feel upset for several days, but Chitose didn’t give up on herself. Instead, she cheered up even more. It’s really amazing.]
"No, no ...

[Chitose doesn't need to worry too much about what happened in the morning. Chitose was affected by her mood before, so she didn't perform well today. And weren't the other students criticized by Mr. Fujii today? In fact, I wanted to persuade the students in the French horn group to practice more, but they all seemed to think that the piece was too simple and only needed to be practiced on the last day, and ended up messing it up.

[Several students also said bad things about Mr. Fujii. The head teacher didn't explain the situation clearly at the time, but later hinted in the group chat that the real culprit for today's ensemble was messed up. It was because they didn't practice enough, which caused everyone's rhythm to be messed up, and all kinds of messed-up musical notes were put together. It can't be called a song at all. It's such a simple song, but they still couldn't play it well after a week. Even if Mr. Fujii is angry, it's right. Chitose-chan shouldn't blame Mr. Fujii too much.]
After reading this passage carefully, Yang Kui Chitose did not expect that Rinka, who usually seldom spoke, could see this matter so clearly.

"Of course, I won't blame Mr. Fujii. I also know that my mistake was my own fault."

[It’s good that Chitose can think positively. I’m really happy. Does Chitose need to go out for a walk?]
"No, thanks. I want to rest at home."

[Well, then, I won’t disturb Qiansui’s rest. See you on Monday.]
"See you Monday."

After typing the reply, Yang Kui Chitose lay on her mat, raised her right hand and stretched it into the air.

The girl's legs were crossed, and her pink belly button and white belly were exposed to the air.

She stared at the ceiling at home, and her mood was not as bad as it was in the morning.

Indeed, it was just a small mistake.

It’s not like Brother Shu completely denied everything.

In fact, there is no need to be so sad.

Not to mention, there are two friends, Rinka and Kokoharu, who care about her.

What you should think about most is that you have disappointed Brother Shu.

Instead of being frustrated here for a long time, it is better to practice seriously. Otherwise, what if you really lose to that woman Jiuhua?
Chitose Yangkui lay sideways on the bed, staring at her music box.

Yes, I should be the one to apologize to Brother Shu for my mistake.

I said I wanted to be Brother Shu’s “student”, but ended up showing such a result in front of Brother Shu. Am I worthy of what I said to Brother Shu?

Is it worthy of the weight of this promise?
How can I make Brother Tree like me when I am so decadent? How can I make Brother Tree fall in love with me?

Yes, that can’t be done.

He should try his best to cheer up and face Brother Shu to tell him about his ability to take action. Then he should use his ability to take action to tell him that he likes him and that for him, he is willing to do his best to fulfill his dream.

This is what love is, this is my lasting and unchanging love for him.

Half a minute later, Chitose Yangkui stood up barefoot and picked up the box.

She came to the door, opened the Japanese screen door of the tatami room, and was about to go out to practice, but at this moment she was stunned.

Also stunned along with her was Fujii Itsuki, who was about to reach out and knock on the door.

The brother and sister just stared at each other at the door.

".Brother Shu?"

(End of this chapter)