Chapter 182 Deep love
The air is gradually reaching freezing point.

In such a solemn atmosphere, Yang Kui Chitose looked at her best friend for a while, and then smiled beautifully:

"Xinchun, it's so late, are you here to chat with Brother Shu?"

"Yes, yes." Matsumae Shinchun seemed a little guilty and didn't dare to look at her.

"Xinchun.?"

"I'm here, Chitose-chan."

"Xinchun, can you tell me why you came to see Brother Shu?"

“Original cause”

Matsumae Shinchun looked around for a long time.

She was also struggling inside.

What if Chitose discovered the embarrassing things he and Fujii-sensei had just done?
She could share embarrassing things with her beloved teacher.

But it doesn’t mean that I can share it with my good friends!
What's more, Chitose is the teacher's sister.

A sister who is extremely jealous.

Who would share with a sister that they kissed their brother?

Matsumae Shinharu didn't want to make Chitose jealous and hurt the relationship between her and Chitose, so she thought she should make up a lie.

Can.
She didn't want to lie to her best friend at all.

The girl was in a state of confusion, but finally told the truth:
".The official competition will start tomorrow, and I feel a little uneasy, so I came to talk to Mr. Fujii."

disturbed?

Lonely?

Xinchun-chan, you came here to disturb the rare sweet time between me and Brother Shu just because of this?!
It seems like you showed up before me last time too!

I was so angry last time!

Yang Kui Chitose was furious.

She felt that it was not right for her to say angry words to Xinchun and say that she hated her.

It's not quite right to completely forgive her.

Who said Xinchun is the sister acknowledged by Brother Shu himself!
She has a reason to come and act coquettishly with Brother Shu!
"I can understand Xinchun's feelings. But why is it that every time Xinchun comes to see Brother Shu, it seems that the time I come to see Brother Shu overlaps?"

"Chi-Chitose! This is truly a coincidence!"

"really?"

"Of course! Why would I lie to Chitose!"

"Is it."

"And I have no reason to deliberately anger you, Chitose. We are good friends and sisters. Why would I lie to you, Chitose?"

[Good sisters], [Good friends]
When Yang Kui Chitose heard this word, she was obviously relieved.

"And I know the relationship between you and Mr. Fujii." Matsumae Shinchun still looked apologetic, "My future relationship with Mr. Fujii will depend on you, Chitose."

There was light in Yang Kui Chitose's eyes.

She loves to hear that!
Rely on yourself?

It means that if she wants to be Brother Shu’s sister in the future, she has to look at the face of her legitimate wife!

Hehe~~
Yang Kui Chitose smiled and took Matsumae Shinharu's hands, "Kokoharu is really good at talking!"

"Which where"

As for Fujii Itsuki
He seemed to have discovered a blind spot, and his eyes moved back and forth between the two girls.

He felt that what Xinchun said was wrong.

It seems like Xinchun doesn't know that Qiansui likes her.
"I'm really sorry, Chitose."

Matsumae Shinharu bent down again.

When Yang Kui Chitose heard Matsumae Shinharu's softening tone, bent waist, and guilty expression, her heart softened instantly.

She and Xinchun are good sisters.

Xinchun's apology was extremely formal and sincere in both her actions and expressions.

"I'm sorry, Chitose-chan, I really didn't expect you to come to see Mr. Fujii at night. I didn't mean to break our agreement last time."

Yang Kui Chitose became even more soft-hearted.

To be honest, didn’t Xinchun come here just to act coquettishly with Brother Shu?

It's not like I don't know this.
Is it necessary for me to question her like this?

Do I want her to apologize to me like this?

Isn't this bullying her?
Can this be called "good sisters for life"?
What's more, Brother Shu is still there. If Xinchun is asked to apologize repeatedly, it would be bullying and would lose her favor!
Yang Kui Chitose quickly helped Matsumae Shinchun up and said with a smile:
"It's okay, it's okay! I didn't blame you for anything in the first place."

"But Chitose just now." Matsumae Shinchun looked guilty.

"Just now? Just now, I was indeed a little jealous. Haha, Xinchun-chan, you know my personality. I didn't expect that you and I had the same idea today, and even thought about it a step ahead of me. So I was a little angry, but it's all trivial, trivial!"

Chitose Yangkui keeps comforting Matsumae Shinharu.

Under her guidance, Matsumae Shinchun gradually returned to normal.

Only Fujii Itsuki noticed the strange relationship between the two.

Strange.

But even if it's weird, it's okay.

They have a very good relationship, which is something that I am happy to see in the past, present, and future.

Fujii Itsuki chose to remain silent.

Matsumae Shinchun was very tactful. She knew that it was not appropriate for her to stay here any longer, so she bowed and said goodbye to the two of them.

Yang Kui Chitose had no reason to keep her, so she smiled, said good night to her, and watched her leave Fujii Itsuki's room.

As soon as Matsumae Shinharu left and the door closed, Yangkui Chitose was happy.

"Brother Tree!"

"Are you happy now?"

"Yeah! It feels good to be alone!"

Fujii Itsuki held Chitose on his lap again and sat down face to face with her.

If you pinch her chubby face a little, she will become shy.

This girl is not very small, but she is still a petite girl.

"Brother Tree~~"

"Okay, okay, you've been acting like a spoiled brat since Xinchun left, really."

".Is Xinchun also acting like a spoiled child to Brother Shu in this way?"

"more or less."

"Humph"

"What are you humming?"

"So, Brother Shu, do you think Qiansui's coquetry is better, or Xinchun's coquetry is better?"

Is this a two-choice death problem?

Fujii Itsuki chose to compromise.

"All good, all good."

".Brother Shu is really good at keeping things fair!"

"Why don't you praise me for my high emotional intelligence?"

Fujii Itsuki naturally leaned over to Chitose's ear and whispered softly into the little ear.
The girl blushed immediately.

"Brother Tree!"

A small tone of complaint.

"I thought you would like it, Chitose."

"I like it! I like it."

"Do you want to do it again?"

".Don't.! It's itchy." The girl looked at him secretly, hesitated for a moment, and laughed, "Hehe~ Actually it's not impossible."

After Chitose said this, Fujii Itsuki did not continue.

This tactic of playing hard to get is quite effective, and Qiansui is obviously sticking to him more.

Chitose Yangkui sat on Fujii Itsuki's legs with her legs apart, with her hands still held by him underneath.

Being in such a face-to-face position, it was inevitable that their eyes would meet, and Yang Kui Chitose felt very embarrassed.

Fujii Itsuki currently likes little girls showing shyness in front of him, and he is enjoying it at the moment.

".Brother Shu. When did Brother Shu become willing to be so close to Qiansui?"

"Because your sister Muzi told me something."

"Sister Muzi?"

"Don't worry, she just made me realize that I usually restrain myself too much. To be honest, I was also very conflicted at first, but what's the point of being conflicted? I like her, I just understand this fact."

Yang Kui Chitose blushed, confused, "What facts did you understand?"

"For example, I think Chitose is cute right now."

"Brother Shu, you really are the one."

"Don't you think it's wrong, Chitose? I'm actually enjoying spending time with Chitose right now."

"Me, me too!" Yang Kui Qiansui said hurriedly, and then whispered, "It's just... it's just that I rarely looked at Brother Shu like this before."

"Are you still shy, Chitose?"

"Of course."

"Didn't Chitose always say that she wanted to be Brother Shu's girlfriend? Why are you shy now after just looking at him for a while?"

"Because... before, it was just Chitose's words. Brother Shu didn't care at all and didn't have any feelings for Chitose, but now it's almost coming true!"

At this moment, Fujii Itsuki was listening to Chitose's words.
The feeling in my heart is quite complicated. On the one hand, I really like Qiansui's cuteness, and on the other hand, I really feel sorry for her love.
But still... I still feel like it's just a little bit off.

"The feeling of love.

Fujii Itsuki sometimes couldn't help but wonder.

If I "love" Qiansui wholeheartedly instead of "liking" Qiansui, would my heart be completely tied to her?
wrong
It seemed like something was wrong from the beginning.

In the past, I thought I would love Muzi forever.

Love her all my life.

But after breaking up with Muzi, after a long time, I gradually forgot the love between us.

After a long period of frustration, the second woman he liked appeared.

That is the professor.

The professor gave me motherly care during my college career.

I seem to like the professor's erudition and conversation, and the melancholy look in his eyes when he looks at the sunset in the evening.
I was indeed attracted to the professor.

It seems that from the very beginning, I was not the kind of person who would follow love for a lifetime.

If I had really fallen in love with Chitose wholeheartedly from the beginning and ended up being together with her.

I'm afraid I'll end up being a lifelong husband and wife with her.

At this moment, Fujii Itsuki couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

Fujii Itsuki, ah Fujii Itsuki.
You are indecisive, but you can't help but sympathize with the other person's feelings.

it's good now.

Xiao Jiuhua, Xinchun, Qiansui, Muzi.
Now four women want to surround you because of the warmth you give them.

Their emotions are heavier than each other.

The bondage and knot of Xinchun being redeemed.

Muzi has had inferiority complex and sensitivity since birth.

Xiao Jiuhua has never been able to obtain the "recognition" and "love of home" in her entire life.

And Chitose's lifelong companionship and love.

At this moment, facing Qiansui's eyes.

Fujii Itsuki gradually understood why he wanted everyone to be happy.
Because the love that you were born without needs to be found in the people around you.

I sympathize with their experiences and care about their feelings.

In other words.
I don't want them to be sad.

Therefore, I want to shoulder their heavy emotions.

I want to give them the "love" that has been difficult to obtain in the past and in the future.

It’s simple, isn’t it?
"What has Brother Shu been thinking about since the beginning?"

"Nothing," Fujii Itsuki closed his eyes and breathed calmly, "I just figured out some things. Now I want to ask Chitose, do you feel happy being with me?"

Yang Kui Qiansui's pupils immediately dilated and she argued:
"Brother Shu, what else are you talking about? Of course there is!"

"Then Chitose, can you tell me our previous story?"

"Brother Tree?"

"Brother Shu just wanted to reminisce about the past with you, Chitose."

Yang Kui Chitose stared at him for a while, then replied softly:

"it is good"

Next.

Chitose began to talk about their childhood memories.

Where do I start?
Fujii Itsuki asked her to start from the time when she could remember, and Chitose began to talk about her feelings as a child and her views on "home".

Chitose said that she had always envied other children in kindergarten since she was a child.

Because they are always accompanied by their parents, because they always have new schoolbags, new clothes to wear, and new toys to play with.

One time her classmate invited her to her home for a birthday party.

She was frightened by her classmate's home.

This house is so big!

This house has so many things!

This house has so many toys and clothes!
Many people gathered around Qiansui's classmates to celebrate her birthday and sing birthday songs.

And what about Chitose?

I live with a dozen other kids in an orphanage, and my bedroom is decorated in an old-fashioned style.
She had no wardrobe and wore second-hand clothes left by her older sisters.

She didn't have any toys and wanted to play with some building blocks. But because she was young and had a heart disease, she couldn't go with the older kids to earn money.

Fujii Itsuki heard Chitose say this.

It also brought back memories of the lonely and poor time I spent in the welfare home.

".Then how did Qiansui relieve this emotion later?"

"Because there is Brother Tree!"

"I?"

".Brother Shu forgot again! After the other person's mother sent me back to the orphanage, didn't Brother Shu ask me if I was happy? I said I was happy, and then kept my head down. This lasted for the whole day, but Brother Shu, you probably saw my mood, and used some unused newspapers to fold a lot of paper cranes for Chitose, and a lot of paper airplanes that could fly very far~"

Chitose Yangkui lowered her head in front of Fujii Itsuki, placed her hands on his chest, and the more she recalled, the lower her head lowered.

"Brother Shu has been accompanying Qiansui, trying his best to make her happy. Why? Qiansui's illness will cost a lot of money, and there is a high probability that she will not be able to recover? Why does Brother Shu want to accompany Qiansui all the time, trying to make her happy? Why? Why does Brother Shu take care of Qiansui, who has nothing, so much?"

These words sound quite touching.

Fujii Itsuki was thinking silently. At that time, he just felt that Chitose was a child he picked up from the orphanage, so he should give her some care. After all, she had a congenital disease and was very weak, so he couldn't get anything.

"When Chitose was with Brother Shu, she would always peek at Brother Shu. Although Brother Shu was also very poor like Dean Chitose, I inexplicably did not envy my rich classmate. Because Chitose also had someone who cared about her very much."

The more I talk about this memory, the heavier it becomes.

Fujii Itsuki smiled and asked Chitose to recall the next thing.

Then Yang Kui Chitose began to recall her birthday, when Brother Shu made her a leaf cake;

When I was in primary school, my umbrella was smashed on the roadside;
When she was sick, Brother Shu carried her to the hospital in the heavy rain;
Brother Tree made a swing for himself;
The two of them were hugging each other in a cave on the mountain, hiding from the rain;
No matter what time it is, Brother Shu will share his things with her.
The more Fujii Itsuki listened, the heavier it felt.

It was as if I was her everything, her only one forever.

"Qiu Sui, how come in your perspective, I'm always the one taking care of you?"

".Brother Shu, isn't that right?"

"Then you are kind to me, Chitose."

"It's love, a love born from a favor that can never be repaid in a lifetime! Anyway, Chitose will support whatever Brother Shu wants to do!"

Chitose hugged him, and Fujii Itsuki soon felt the warmth from her.

This feeling is actually quite wonderful.

The little girl whom I had taken care of all my life grew up and now fell hopelessly in love with me.

It's such a deep love
"Alas, Qiansui, you have said so many pitiful things, and I have no bitter feelings towards you anymore."

"W-what? It was obviously Brother Shu who asked Qiansui to say it! And Brother Shu... Brother Shu said no, but actually... actually he was not honest at all!"

"Ahem, who told you to move around on me, Qiansui? Also, Qiansui, you fed me deer antlers for a month last time, and I only found out about this stuff later. Tell me, did you do it on purpose?"

Under the stern gaze, Yang Kui Chitose immediately shrank her head in fear:

"Qiansui.Qiansui doesn't know!"

"You don't know, right? Believe it or not, I'll turn you over and spank you like I did when we were kids!"

Yang Kui Chitose quickly covered her buttocks, "That won't do! Chitose's buttocks have grown so big now! You can't just spank her!"

"Oh? Really?"

"Ugh! Brother Shu, your hand! It's so bad!"

At this time, Fujii Itsuki took advantage of her inattention and kissed her lips directly.

Chitose went from being shocked at first, to resisting, to accepting, and finally to enjoying.
Fujii Shu subconsciously compared Chitose to Shinharu and found that Chitose was much more proactive later on.
Fujii Itsuki wanted to take a break, but she was unwilling to do so.

She used her strength, which was much greater than that of an ordinary adult, to control him, but although it was "control", she was also extremely "careful".

Fujii Itsuki felt Chitose's strong possessiveness.

"Is that enough now?"

"It's not enough yet!"

"."

Fujii Itsuki, who was almost 30 years old, had no choice but to sacrifice his life to accompany the girl.

Close your eyes and feel it carefully.

In fact, the more I understand Qiansui's possessiveness, the more I notice her uneasiness as she holds onto my back tightly.
Fujii Itsuki thought, this is where he wanted to accept Chitose.

"Brother Shu, why do I feel like there is still the scent of Xinchun?"

"Have it?"

"Then it's probably an illusion!"

Chitose Yangkui acted like a spoiled child for a while, then ran back to her room because she had a competition tomorrow.

Fujii Itsuki sat in his room, thinking back to Chitose's smile just now, and felt extremely heavy-hearted.

Love is heavy. Can I really take responsibility?

Fujii Itsuki got up, turned off the bedroom light, and went to bed.

I closed my eyes and my mind was filled with questions about myself.

In the hotel corridor, Yang Kui Chitose, who had just walked out of the bedroom, was extremely excited at this time, with a smile on her face, and kept muttering:

"Brother Shu's first kiss~", "It has to be me~". Words like that.

(End of this chapter)