Chapter 166 "Venture Point"

The atmosphere between the two of them has been quite weird and distant these past two days.

Jiuhua seems to be busy with something these days. She doesn't need to go to class, so she goes out every day.

Fujii Itsuki really wanted to ask her what she was going to do outside, but he was too embarrassed to ask because of the embarrassing incident that happened that night.

Also, because this girl always does everything in a hurry, she often eats dinner out.

I haven't spoken to her in the past few days.

Fujii Itsuki could only assume that she didn't want to communicate with him right now.

Due to the above reasons and the fact that the two of them often have different schedules, the apology has been delayed until now.

As for feeling guilty, that's definitely there.

After all, Ren Jiuhua is a high school girl of about sixteen or seventeen years old.

As an adult and a teacher, I feel unworthy of these two identities.

To the extent that Fujii Itsuki was often absent-minded in class.

This also made Matsumae Shinharu discover something, and she would often come to give Fujii Juju some of the small desserts she made herself in the evening to express her concern.

"Xinchun, there's no need to go to the trouble of coming to visit me." Fujii Itsuki looked at the delicate little cakes in the bamboo basket in his hand.

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"what happened?"

".Is it because I have visited the teacher so many times that the teacher feels annoyed?"

Matsumae Xinchun stood at the door with her eyebrows downcast, her hands tangled together, and her expression was very lost. "I'm sorry to have caused trouble to the teacher. Since the teacher said so, Xinchun will come to visit the teacher less often in the future."

"Absolutely not--"

When Fujii Itsuki saw that Matsumae Shinchun had a bit of Lin Daiyu's vibe, he wanted to explain immediately.

But it was too late.

"What have you been doing these days, Mr. Fujii? I feel like I've become more distant from you. I took the initiative to talk to you at school, but you were always absent-minded.

"Is it because of the previous confession that you are troubled? Or do you feel that you must keep a certain distance from Xinchun?
“I know it’s a little selfish to say that.

"But it was you, teacher, who helped Xinchun get over the past, allowed me to go back to school and make friends, and made me feel the care from the elders. It was also you.
"If you're going to deliberately distance yourself from Xinchun so much."

Matsumae Shinharu's tone became even more depressed.

"My heart is springing. I don't know what to do."

Fujii Itsuki really wanted to refuse Xinchun's pastries.

Because Jiuhua and Muzi's affairs had already made him a little tired of dealing with his own feelings, now there was another Xinchun who had confessed her love to him.
Sometimes Fujii Itsuki really wants to question God?
Why are all the girls around me so nice?
So good that I feel guilty if I reject them.

Fujii Itsuki ah Fujii Itsuki!
This is the dessert Xinchun made for you personally. If you don't accept it, Xinchun can only leave this extra portion at home and let it go bad.

Not only will the food be wasted, but Xinchun will also be even more sad because of being rejected again.

She was alone again.

Haven't you decided to help her?
Don't you want to save her from the same tragedy as the professor in the future?

You have hurt so many girls' hearts, do you want to hurt Xinchun again?

No way.

There is really no other way.

"Xinchun, I didn't mean anything else by what I said just now. I just don't want you to spend too much energy on these things, that's all. Don't think too much about it."

Fujii Itsuki accepted the condolences sent by Xinchun.

The small cakes in the bamboo basket were neatly arranged and decorated with flowers. It was obvious that they were very carefully crafted.

"Thank you, Xinchun."

"I'm glad that Mr. Fujii can accept it." Matsumae Shinchun smiled beautifully.

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Sometimes the girl's expression changed so quickly that Fujii Itsuki had to wonder if she was showing sadness on purpose.

But it looks like it.

What Xinchun said just now was absolutely her true feelings.

She is afraid of distance from herself.
In a sense, this child, like Jiuhua, is afraid of loneliness and of losing someone they can trust and rely on.

"Why haven't I seen Xiaoyue these days?" Matsumae Shinchun looked behind Fujii Itsuki.

"She goes out every day and usually doesn't come home until after eight o'clock."

"What has Xiaoyue been doing recently?"

"I'm not sure, but she keeps going to Sapporo. I think she's taking photos for magazines. She said that her modeling photos were all taken in Hokkaido."

"Will Xiaoyue come back to school?"

"Yes, she told me. But it's the end of the semester and she can't re-enroll until next semester."

"That's great! I look forward to having a good chat with Xiaoyue next semester."

Matsumae Shinharu also has just the right control over the distance between people.

After asking about Jiuhuayue and delivering the pastries, he politely said goodbye and returned home.

Rejecting this child is just rejection.

But when she really left, I still felt reluctant looking at her back.

Fujii Itsuki returned to the bedroom carrying a bamboo basket.

While busy preparing lessons, I picked up a piece of chiffon cake made by Dim Sum Chun and put it into my mouth.

As for the taste.
There is absolutely no problem in opening a cake shop.

Why does my body feel inexplicably hot?
But the heat is not the point. The point is that I feel much better.

I was eating and writing at the same time, and it was already half past eight.

Seeing that Jiuhua had not returned yet, Fujii Itsuki wanted to call her.

As a result, she had sent me a message an hour ago saying, "I will be back late today. There is still dinner. Uncle, you can heat it up and eat it first. You don't have to wait for me."

this.
That’s okay.

Fujii Itsuki started taking a bath as usual.

Every time I take a bath, I feel like I can relax my mind.

In the past, at times like this, he would recall whether he had made any mistakes in his work, and which topics he had discussed in the past needed to be repeated.

But today is different.

Today his mind was filled with all the discordant tones.

Xinchun, Muzi and Jiuhua. The three images flashed in his mind one after another.

First, on the day of the Jade Fox Festival, Xinchun looked as pure as a young girl when she came out of the bath.

Then there was the confused contact with Muzi that night.
Finally, it was Muzi's description of a scene he couldn't remember at all. He forcefully kissed Jiuhua for almost ten minutes.
I closed my eyes, letting the hot water soak my body, and my head felt a little hot and dizzy.

It's so uncomfortable. So uncomfortable.
Why does it feel worse than the deer antler soup I drank for a month?

Fujii Itsuki couldn't help but associate it.

What did it feel like when I kissed Muzi?
What was it like to be with Xiao Jiuhua afterwards?
Muzi really couldn't remember.

But Jiuhua had kissed her twice before, so she still remembered some of it.
很润
It also has a little bit of fragrance.

After separating, there is still a slight sweet aftertaste in the mouth.

I don't know if it's a psychological illusion caused by the beauty of a young girl's age.
This is how my lips feel.

If ordinary kissing could be so comfortable.

What was it like when I kissed Jiuhuayue for ten minutes that day?
Will it be comfortable?

Will it be refreshing?

Will my whole body get hot and dopamine secreted crazily when I kiss her?
The more I think about it, the deeper my thoughts become.

The picture is becoming more and more concrete in my mind.

Even if Fujii Itsuki couldn't remember the scene of that night, he could already imagine himself being intoxicated when he was drunk.
In this way, Fujii Itsuki thought of a fact.

It was a pleasant fact that I kissed Jiuhuayue.

And it was pure pleasure.

I long for her, long for her beauty, long for her initiative and enthusiasm, long for her long legs.
This scared Fujii Itsuki a lot.

How could my heart be so depraved?
what happened?

Why do I feel like something is not right with me?

He quickly got up, came out of the hot spring pool, stood by the bathtub, raised his head, closed his eyes, and took several deep breaths.
Again and again.

Breathe in and out continuously for one minute.

Only then did Fujii Itsuki manage to calm down the feeling of heat in his body.

It’s not normal. I’m really not normal.

No, I have to keep myself busy, work, go to work.

Fujii Itsuki wiped his body with a bath towel and wanted to change his clothes quickly.

But when he reached out to take the clothes and pants on the rack, he found another set of clothes.
It belongs to Xiao Jiuhua.

It is summer now. Although Jiuhuayue is not wearing a school uniform after returning to Otaru, the pure beauty of the school uniform is no different.
White short-sleeved shirt + denim shorts.
He remembered that Xiao Jiuhua wore this outfit when she went out yesterday, right?

He also carried a white waist bag and wore a straw hat when going out.

This is the clothes. Did she forget to take them back after she went downstairs to take a shower?

Looking at this dress, Jiu Huayue's outstanding appearance before she went out yesterday and her long white legs that were longer than 99% of the girls of the same age appeared before my eyes one by one.

have a feeling.
Fujii Itsuki must first clarify that he does not have any special hobbies.

But there is no doubt that if I have the feeling, I have the feeling.

why?
It's just because this set of clothes reminded me of Xiao Jiuhua's charming image as a beautiful girl. To put it more intuitively, this set of clothes alluded to the image of Xiao Jiuhua.

And this is the clothes that Jiuhua changed out of yesterday, and she didn't take it out.
Fujii Itsuki reached out and picked up the denim shorts.
This is indeed inside.

Although there is still hot steam in the bathroom, and there is still the scent of shower gel in the bathroom.

But at the moment when I opened the little nine flowers.

There is still an indescribable girl's fragrance floating over
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He must state again that he has no special fetishes, no!

Fujii Itsuki closed his eyes and tried hard to overcome this.

But the heat from the bedroom was still lingering, and coupled with the summer temperature of around 36 or 70 degrees Celsius, Fujii Itsuki's head was getting hotter and hotter, with sweat coming out of his forehead.

The atmosphere was getting hotter and hotter.

The pain was so severe that my mind was strangely foggy.

until
Inexplicably, the mist around him turned into Akai Muko.

She smiled, stretched out her hands, clung to Fujii Itsuki's back, put her arms around his arms, leaned on his shoulders, and murmured in his ear:
[Ashu]
"Muzi?!" Fujii Itsuki was startled by the voice and turned to look to the left.

Nobody.

But when he turned his head to the right, Muzi appeared on his right shoulder again.

She put her face close to his and said with a smile:

[Ashu, don’t you think you’re setting too many demands on yourself?]
"What's the meaning."

[You know, Shu, that you have to save money in everything you do. When you see any item or food you like, you have to give it up for this reason.]
"Isn't this unnecessary?"

[What can be absolutely necessary in life?]
"Morality and dignity."

[But for all these, how can you make yourself look like you don’t need anything? You don’t have any desires or requests for anything. You work so hard every day to make money, but how much do you spend on yourself?]
"it is necessary"

[Must it? Then why did you drink so happily with me? Why did you, who never likes extravagance, order so many delicious dishes and drink so much wine that day? Aren’t those the source of your stress?]
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Fujii Itsuki didn't know how to refute.

Akai Muzi suddenly hugged him tightly from behind, her eyes fixed on Jiuhua's denim shorts in Fujii Itsuki's hand.
[Look, Shu, aren't you acting against your will now?]
"What's against your will?"

[You are obviously attracted by the scent of young girls, but you refuse to admit it. You are obviously feeling dizzy and uncomfortable, but you still force yourself to persevere.
[Persistence, what are you persisting in?]
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[Think back! Ah Shu, what did you do when you were drunk that night? Not only did you forcefully kiss me, you also forcefully kissed Jiuhua. Isn’t this a reflection of your own excessive suppression of desires?]
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[Ashu~~]
"Um"

[Want to be normal?]
"certainly."

[Want to get this inexplicable thought out of your mind?]
"certainly."

[Then you just listen to me.]
"What should I do if I listen to you?"

[It’s very simple. I’ll teach you.]
Fujii Itsuki soon discovered that Akai Muko was holding his hand, gradually raising it higher and higher.
[Ashu~]
"Um?"

[Close your eyes.]
"Close it and then what?"

[Do you feel it?]
"I felt it. It was right next to my face. What happened next?"

[Takes a deep breath.]
Fujii Itsuki took a deep breath
[Ashu, how do you feel?]
"good smell."

[anything else? ]
"And. And. And. And. For some reason. I want to breathe again."

[Then take another breath.]
Fujii Itsuki took shallow breaths.

[Press your hands tighter~]
Fujii Itsuki still did as he was told and took a deep breath.

This breath.
[How about it? ]
". A little floating, a little suffocating, the breath of a young girl. It's like being in heaven"

[Right, just do what I say, it's fun, right?]
"But... it's very perverted."

[You can’t blame anyone for this, you should blame yourself, Shu.]
"I am a pervert myself.?"

[Of course not, Ah Shu, think about it carefully. If Ah Shu hadn’t suppressed too much and suppressed desires too harshly, would you be like this now?]
"It seems so."

The smoky Akai Muzi smiled with her hands covering her mouth:
[If you had agreed to me during the school trip and we had established that kind of relationship, wouldn't you have to be like this now?]
".It seems so."

[So, this is not a perversion, but your desire as a human being, Shu, needs an outlet. This is a natural thing that is brewing from accumulation to explosion.]
"Now then."

[Yes, it is the same as the day you drank like crazy. If I were to explain why, I can only say that humans generally need these things.]
Akai Muko sat by the bathtub, waved her hand, and disappeared with the rising mist in the bathroom.

When Fujii Itsuki came to his senses, he felt a sense of fear for what he had done out of control.

He was quite calm.

Just this.
Am I really a "perverted uncle"?
And this.
How can I return it to Jiuhua?

For some unknown reason, Fujii Itsuki fell into a long, extremely long silence.

(End of this chapter)