Chapter 142 Letter
Fujii Itsuki had a dream.

In the dream, it seemed as if a pair of small hands were always rocking my body, and her voice seemed to be taking care of me, soothing my whole body.

The other person's voice was friendly and pleasant.

It's obviously a pleasant voice that only girls have.

As she pushed, she called out, "Master.", "Master.", "Master.", "Master.", "It's time to get up, Master."

ah.
The sound is so beautiful.

In the dream, Fujii Itsuki tried hard to see the other person's face clearly, but he could never open his eyes and it was always blurry.

Every time he tried his best to see the other person clearly for one more second, the other person's face was always shrouded in fog and the outline was always changing.

Sometimes Chitose, sometimes Xinchun, sometimes Professor, sometimes Muzi
Finally it turned into Jiuhuayue.

Just call it nine flowers.

She's not bad at being her own little maid.

After all, she is so beautiful and kind at heart.

The little maid's face is like an apple, so cute.

"Master, why don't you get up yet? Do you want me to kiss you before you get up?"

"Hmm~ Kiss me and I'll get up."

'Master, you are such a fool!'

'I don't care, kiss me and I'll get up, kiss me.'

Hello! Fujii Itsuki!

When did you become so ugly!

But that's it.
Then I thought, it’s just a dream, so it doesn’t matter.

"Master, you are so willful! But you are the master after all."

After seeing the little maid Jiuhua leaning towards him shyly, he closed his eyes, pouted his lips ugly, and waited for her to kiss him.

But it's so strange.

No matter how hard he kissed her, the little maid just couldn't reach her.

'Master, come forward a little.'

"I've already moved forward."

The sweet and tender little mouth is right in front of me, but I just can’t kiss it.

It's always just a little bit off.

It made him very impatient.

Fujii Itsuki really didn't believe it and tried to stick his mouth upwards.

Just a little bit.

Just a little bit.

Just a little bit more——!
"Shu, Shu, stop pouting at me. It's dawn now. If you don't get up, wait for the sun to burn your butt."

The little maid Jiuhua disappeared instantly.

Instead, there was another voice.

The morning sunlight was particularly dazzling. He forced himself to open his eyes in the bright light and saw Akai Muko with a look of disgust on her face.

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Fujii Itsuki returned to reality.

Little maid. Gone, gone?!

He kept his head still, and kept looking around through the corner of his eye.

Only then did he realize that he was lying on Muzi's thighs.

He stood up quickly, full of vigilance.

"What's going on?!"

Akai Muzi's surprised face:
"I also want to ask you, Shu, what's wrong with you. From just now on, you kept shouting, 'Jiuhua, Jiuhua, kiss me, kiss me~~' and then pouted hard at me, asking me to kiss you too. Shu, are you okay?"

Fujii Itsuki: “.”

He does not believe in evil.

"Did I really yell?"

"Otherwise? I was going to have dinner and was going to call you to join me. I came to your bed and shook you twice, but you grabbed me and pulled me into your arms. Then you leaned your face against my legs and acted like a spoiled child."

Fujii Itsuki: “.”

"It would be fine if you just lay on my lap, but you also kept pouting at me and shouting things like 'kiss me now' and 'Jiuhuayue, kiss me now'."

".Is it really me who shouted?"

"It's not who you shouted."

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Pure white sunlight filled the bedroom, and the sparrows and birds in the forest outside the window chirped. The bedding on the floor in the bedroom was in disarray.

Fujii Itsuki has not yet fully woken up from his dream.

He remembers.
Last night, Songqian came to find me first, and then Chitose came to find me.

Then Chitose stayed the night.

Could it be that I crossed the so-called forbidden horizon last night?

Fujii Itsuki was so frightened that he quickly lifted the few blankets on his body and looked inside.

Fortunately.

The waistband of the pants is brand new.

Wait, why is it brand new?
"Although I wanted to ask you last night, Shu, are you really okay?"

"Problem? What could be the problem?"

"Right."

Akai Muzi was stunned at first when faced with his question, and then smiled with relief.

"Ashu, you have become so handsome and mature than before. It is inevitable that you will attract many young and beautiful girls."

".Muzi, did you misunderstand something?"

"No need to explain too much, I understand. Did Matsumae-san go back in the morning?"

".It's not what you think."

"Don't worry, Shu. I won't say anything nonsense. I'm not that kind of pedantic person."

What does this have to do with anything?

"But it's not good to eat from the bowl while looking at the pot. It will make girls sad. And safety measures must be taken, but I don't need to say more about this."

Fujii Itsuki: “.”

*
It's too difficult to explain what happened last night.

There is actually no need to explain.

Muzi, just as she said, doesn't talk nonsense.

Fujii Itsuki knew that she would believe him, even if his explanation did not seem credible to her.

Muzi would do this to herself.
Maybe it's because she chased her dreams in the past and left behind the guilt she felt about herself?
Fujii Itsuki and Akai Muko were sitting at the dining table.

The hotel also provides a buffet breakfast, with light food such as rice balls, natto, fried tofu, and spaghetti.

It tastes really good.

Sitting opposite Akai Muzi, Fujii Itsuki thought about many things.

Most of them are about Matsumae, Kuka, and Chitose.
He found that he had been dreaming about Jiuhua recently.

Sometimes I dream about Matsumae
In my dreams, I am always attracted by their beauty and youth.

And the fact that I dreamed about these things, did it mean that I was upset about them——

"Although I trust you, Shu, I still want to remind you." Akai Muzi took a bite of natto.

Fujii Itsuki looked at her, waiting for her to continue.

"Don't do anything really out of line."

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Akai Muzi looked at him very seriously, "Being a teacher is your dream, Shu, right?"

"affim."

"How do you feel now?"

Fujii Itsuki looked around and saw his students in the seats around him. Some female students noticed that he was looking at them, and they greeted him with a smile, and respectfully called him "Teacher Fujii".

Fujii Itsuki nodded at them in response.

In addition to the students in Class A, the female students from the wind orchestra who just passed by also greeted me.

Fujii Itsuki knew what he wanted: the children's love and respect for him from the bottom of their hearts.

“It’s definitely going to be great, and I want to keep doing it.”

"What does the tree think? What I just said."

"You are certainly right."

Akai Muzi stared at the natto sticking to her bowl and continued, "What I said when I first arrived in Tokyo still stands."

"Ok?"

"Do not believe?"

"Not really. But why should we do so?"

"The reason is simple. It's just because I still like you, Ah Shu."

"If you hadn't left back then, I would still like you, Muzi." Fujii Itsuki was a little angry.

"sorry"

Akai Muzi lowered her head.

The atmosphere between the two became somewhat awkward.

As soon as Muzi apologized, the little anger that Fujii Itsuki had disappeared.

The root cause was simply because he still had feelings for Muzi from the past.

Fujii Itsuki still remembers how touched he was when she gave him a lunch box for the first time, as well as the cheers from the group of male classmates who surrounded him.

Muzi is the only person who is truly kind to me, apart from the dean.

She was indeed his first love.

How can I forget it?
The two of them have been through so much together.

But since I had promised Qiansui, I naturally couldn't consider anything else.

Although I still feel it is strange to be with Chitose as a boyfriend or girlfriend, this is not a reason for me to agree to Muzi, right?
Although Muzi has also taken the initiative to help me a lot recently.

She still likes herself.

The two ate in silence.

Fujii Itsuki thought about it, looked up, and the person opposite him took the initiative to speak:

"Muzi."

"Ok?"

"Let me ask you a question. If I have never agreed to your plan and never agree to your plan again from now on, what will you choose?"

"Stay single." Akai Muzi said as a matter of course.

"Why don't you try to find a new boyfriend? I'm not the only one in the world who will treat you well and trust you."

"I don't know how to find it."

"why?"

Akai Muzi pondered for a moment and said:
"Ashu, don't you think it's unfaithful to be married to a man and think about another man in your heart?"

Fujii Itsuki knew she was talking about herself.

Akai Muzi smiled to herself as if she was mocking herself.

"I think the biggest mistake I made in my life was choosing to go to America and bravely pursue my dream. As a result, my dream was gone, and I lost you as well.
"Every time I think of your words of encouragement to me to pursue my dreams before I left, I feel sorry for you. After arriving in the United States, I have questioned myself countless times: Is this the right choice? Is this the right choice?

“Every night after studying at university, I would think about you at night, wondering how you are doing, whether you have eaten properly, and whether you are living such a mess without my supervision.

"But I dare not contact you. I am afraid that I will completely lose my courage, my goals and direction, and flee from the United States back to you. Shu. Do you know what this means to me?"

When Fujii Itsuki heard this, he completely understood what Muzi meant. He sighed:
"self-abasement."

"Yes. I have low self-esteem. In high school, I always felt that I was not worthy of you. You are the genius in the class, an excellent student in the eyes of teachers. Even if some people don't like you, you can still shine among a group of people.

"I remember that I used to only dare to hide in the corner and watch you, seeing how outstanding you were, how motivated you were, and how dazzling you were.
"What about me? I don't have a father, and my mother is seriously ill. I don't dare to buy an extra set of my school uniform. The first thing I do after class every day is to work illegally to earn money without the school's knowledge."

Akai Muzi smiled to herself again, her voice low.

"How could someone like me possibly be worthy of an excellent student like you? But I also know that when I was secretly watching you, I might have already fallen in love with you. Later, when we entered the wind band together and played together, I learned about your life experience and truly understood you as a person."

"So, Muzi, just confess your feelings to me."

"Yes."

Hear this.

Fujii Itsuki truly understood what Mu Zi’s so-called longing was.

The reason why she admires herself so much and wants to gain courage so much is actually very simple: "inferiority complex".

The feeling of inferiority complex is really annoying.

Chitose should be able to understand, right?

She was often bullied by other kids in the past, who told her that she was "picked up from the trash" and that "no one wants her".
At that time, Chitose was sensitive and withdrawn. If you said anything to her, she would immediately get angry and start crying and fighting with the person opposite her.
Fujii Itsuki still remembers Chitose's expression as she was willing to risk everything for the other party to change his words.

Muzi's father left home when she was young.

He grew up with his mother being seriously ill.

She must have been gossiped about by her classmates or neighbors since she was a child.

But what can she do?
She didn't even have Chitose's natural strength. She couldn't refute, she couldn't take action. She could only endure the words, covering her head, and continue to do her work with her young hands.

After all, her mother at home still needs her.

Life like this for a long time.
There is no one who does not have inferiority complex.

Fujii Itsuki knew that this was not an emotion that could be completely resolved by simply saying “I don’t care.”

All she can do is to try her best to make herself excellent so that she will feel that she is worthy of staying by his side.

Ugh.
Why are the lives of people at the bottom of society always filled with disappointments?
"Then Muzi, you now."

"Me? I still feel that way."

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Fujii Itsuki seemed to remember something and froze, "So, Muzi, that's why you said that to me the day you first arrived in Tokyo?"

"Correct."

"Why bother to humiliate yourself like this?"

"It can't be considered as an insult. After all, Ah Shu, you have always been higher in my heart than me. I am the one who is out of my league. In other words, if you really did it with me, I would be the one taking advantage."

Akai Muzi laughed.

"There's no such thing as high or low."

The topic ended here. The two continued with breakfast and then began to prepare for today's training activities for the wind band.

Following Mu Zi, Fujii Itsuki never thought that such a strong woman could be so sensitive and fragile.

It seems that I didn't know her well enough in the past.

Fujii Itsuki felt sorry for her.

No further mention was made of what happened in the morning, and the training of the wind band went on as usual.

Even in a place like Karuizawa, everyone was still able to stop playing around and persist in practicing. Fujii Itsuki felt that he should not let them down.

There was no rift between Chitose and Matsumae because of what happened last night.

The two still have a good relationship
They often mentioned Hiiragi Rinka when they talked, which made the child very happy.

Of course, Chitose couldn't help but tease Sasahara-san and call her a loli.

What has changed today?
It was probably in the evening.

Fujii Itsuki had just helped the students in the wind band put away the music stands when the always blushing and shy Hiiragi Rinka trotted over to him, her short skirt swaying slightly with the movement of her thighs.

Every time I see these young girls in skirts and bow ties.

Fujii Itsuki thinks that Tachibana Kita's sailor uniform is really cool.

"Teacher Fujii!"

Hiiragi Rinka's face was red, like a frightened deer, and she was holding something in her hand. She came in front of Fujii Itsuki, bowed first, and then called him by his name.

Fujii Itsuki likes cute girls very much and said with a smile:
"What? Any problem with the instrument?"

"No, no! It's this, this, please have a look at it, Mr. Fujii."

A pink letter was handed over to her with both hands, and Hiiragi Rinka turned her face away shyly.

Hey hey, isn't it?

Hiiragi-san, what's wrong with you?
"thank you."

Fujii Itsuki's expression was stiff, but he still accepted the letter from Hiiragi Rinka.

"Can I open it now?"

"Ah? Of course."

This girl speaks so softly
That's too shy.

Fujii Itsuki had already thought of how to reject her.

But when I opened the letter, I found something was wrong.
How
How come it was a letter that Jiuhua wrote to herself?
(End of this chapter)